Muscles remembering what my memory forgets

Last Friday night I dragged my DLSr and tripod out under the stars to take photographs of the lunar eclipse.

Out there, in the dark, I realised I'd forgotten how to take a long exposure photograph. I tried different menus and thought different memories until I eventually dragged the information from the depths of my brain and took a bunch of blurry photos of the moon. 

Afterwards, as I was falling asleep thinking about how it's getting harder and harder for me to remember things I realised that no matter what age I am, or how much I’ve done it lately, I always know how to touch type.

Muscle memory has been used synonymously with motor learning, which is a form of procedural memory that involves consolidating a specific motor task into memory through repetition. When a movement is repeated over time, a long-term muscle memory is created for that task, eventually allowing it to be performed without conscious effort.
— http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Muscle_memory

I began to learn to type at school in third form - that's aged 13 years old here in New Zealand. We had big, old, manual typewriters that weighed a ton and took great effort to push the keys down hard enough to type a letter. Each typewriter also had a fabric bib tied around it covering the keys. Right from day one we never were allowed to look at the keys. We’d come to class, take our seats, slip our hands underneath the bib and find the home keys with our fingertips.

Our teacher, a nun with the Sisters of Mercy - a misnomer if ever there was one - drilled our fingers into submission and toned our muscle memory for the typewriter keyboard. Over the next two years I learned to touch type and by the time I left that school and moved to Taranaki to a new high school with bibles typewriters, I was the only person in the new class who could touch type.

After leaving school in 1980 to start my first job as a clerk in a draughting office, I didn't need to type in my life again until the mid-nineties when I discovered the Netscape browser icon on my husband's MacIntosh laptop.

So let's pause for a moment to recap:

  • 3 years of typing tuition resulting in the skill to touch type
  • 16 years of not typing
  • 1996 sat down at a keyboard and could touch type.

Now that's some amazing teaching and learning right there. That typing stuff stuck!

The Sister of Mercy who wouldn't let me use a typing eraser; who wouldn't let me look at my keys; who drilled and intimidated and scolded and insisted that we concentrated, taught my muscles and my memory to do something so well, that I could recall it 16 years after my last lesson to use it again with very little problem.

Back in those days girls like me took typing. I was the kind of girl who believed she didn't have an aptitude for language or mathematics, who had little hope of being smart enough for university, who would, if lucky, get a job in a typing pool and hoped she'd "marry well”. 

I didn't end up using my primary skill of touch typing when I applied for jobs after high school. I did end up using my self-taught skill of tracing and became a draughtsman instead.

Lunar eclipse on Friday 4 April 2015

Lunar eclipse on Friday 4 April 2015

So how did my brain remember how to type without looking at the keys when I can’t even remember how to leave the shutter open on my own camera when I need to? I suspect it was those drills. Hours upon hours of typing drills. I can still remember what some of them were:

  • okay I don't remember them after all
  • but my muscles in my brain and fingers
  • still know where the letters are on the keyboard.

Today I am grateful to that Sister of [Little] Mercy who drilled my muscles until they would never forget how to tap on a keyboard without looking at my fingers. It turned out to be the Number One most useful skill to learn in the 1970s for the future that turns out to depend so heavily on the QWERTY keyboard input device.

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Ungrateful April

This habit of keeping grateful lists bewilder me a bit. Not because I don't understand that it means to record what one is grateful for each day but the bewilderment of discovering - beyond the love of friends, family and the shelter of home - what the eff I am grateful for.

Sitting here thinking about what I'm grateful for I can be trite and suggest I am grateful for my cup of coffee; for the man who makes it at the High Court cafe; for my Keepcup that manages to retain the heat of my coffee even when it takes me an hour to drink. If I think a bit harder and with more feeling is that I'm grateful for a colleague who is patient and knowledgeable, generous and thoughtful, and is annoyed by all the same people who annoy me.

Both of those attempts at recording feelings of gratfulness feel easy, as do all the other examples I could trot out.

I feel like I need to dig deeper to be grateful for things that annoy and irritate me so that I can turn my attitude around. But gosh darn it, I like to coddle those feelings. Nurture them; keep them in the half light of day. Stroke them, poke them, keep their edges sharp and pointy.

Would my new found levels of gratitude end up pacifying the squids of anger inside me? Am I ready to lose the fuel for that particular fire? Is it something that I want to, or could live without?

#busytakingeverythingforgranted

Thursday tiredness or how not to win at blogging

Goodness me, but this has been a long week.

This is the third week back at work and by far the longest so far this year. On Tuesday it felt like next Thursday and today; well, let's just say I think my clock is so warped I think it might have busted a spring.

I'm not the only one to feel this way if any of the grumbles I've heard from colleagues are anything to go by. This week is a time warp, and not in a good way.

How to not win at blogging

  1. Type straight into your blogging software - you know how annoying and non-interesting listening to someone's dreams are? well that's pretty much how it is when you type straight into your blogging software. This kind of stream-of-consciousness isn't isn't interesting to many people and won't drive any traffic to your blog. How do I know? look around: that's right - you're here alone. You are the *only* reader of this post and do you know who you are? you're also the author.
  2. Don't have any kind of defined topic or niche for your blog - this relates closely to point number one. Every day is a new stream; and every day the topic is different except some days when the topic is the same. Just when you think this blog is about rabbit photography, someone uploads a post on content strategy, or shares a knitting pattern, or paints a picture, or adds a recipe. This lucky dip approach to blogging is exactly what every successful blog does *not* do. 
  3. Blog when you feel like it - no one will ever know when to expect new blog posts or, even better, a pattern will start to emerge and just when you think that there's a new post every day *bam* don't share anything for a week!

Follow these simple steps and you, too, can have a blog for nearly two decades and still be a retro "online journal" in a world of successful bloggers who can quit their day-jobs and fly to exotic locals to post travel tips and cocktail recipes and DIY posts.

Epilogue

Okay it's official: I am tired and need to get some bone-deep rest. This post has been brought to you from The Past when this kind of post was all the rage and no one knew what they were doing.